见不到你的日子总是很难过
这样下去我怎么受得了
已发觉原来我真的脆弱
只想得到你一点温柔

你知道我会哭
如果真有再见那天
我会忍不住
如果也有寂寞那天
就一起想想我们从前

回忆永远是我给你最真的礼物 ♥





♥ 等 ---- 你 ---- 爱 ---- 我 ♥

19 / 8


1 am something i came out from house and goin cyber cafe with my bb
then reached there go inside and see movie
hahas
until morning 6.35am, with bb go goulou yam cha with wei,jacq ,kee, and ying
after yamcha they walk back to skul and i go cyber take my thing
my bb and wei go SB find 7zai (bcuz he ponteng )
hahahahs
i so tired already,so din folow them g0 there
so after they g0 SB, i walk back home and faster bath then go oioi
until 2 pm something only woke up
bcuz my phone was very noise, wei keep calling me ask me to wake up
xD
after that i faster go bath and hang out with wei and bb
go babylon there yam cha
5pm already,so wei faster walk back to bigbigbowl and work
leave me and bb still there,
so called yang , kin ,V.Ying come babylon for yamcha
yang and kin take cab come,when they reach i saw chinese guy (Wei bro ) was inside the cab
hahaha
laugh sei me..why he will coming
then we start to play gamble...
started i still win..but after that
so bad luck la !!
damn it !
lose jor rm250 to yang !
wtf man!
sma tong sei me lo really~~~
whatever la..he said he belanja us go genting
ahahahahaha
so we went to bigbigbowl and find wei wei
until 10pm her mom c0me and fetch us back KFC
so me and bb 7zai kok ling walk back home luhs

then terus on9 lo
yii find me and said jor something
but i think jor
really wont go back and study jor
sorry to you all
but i gonna to be back a good girl
change my sikap?
hope that i can do it..

我爱你

就真的会为你而改

我答应了你和他

我会做给你们看

加油哦

yesterday went out jusco with my babe fren

around 11am i go out and meet ying and wen

after that we go meet weiwei at goulou

b4 i out take 1picha sin

after eating around 1pm

then we go to skul and wait for them

so with jia yii lee yee yoon jacq walk back jacq hse first

2something we walk out and take teksi go jusco

we went for depanyaki for our lunch

finish eating they pay money

thx for you all ohh

muacksss

after that,we having some funny thing

really make wei cry and laugh

hahahahas

so bought a kek for her

i als0 have

xixi

we went for play basketball at jusco

after play that,quiet tired and hot

jia yii and lee yee they two need to g0 back le

so said good bye to us

really hou mm she dak ah!!

bt awhile

then i saw they 2 come back

i feel so weird

actually they go buy a card

so nice,i love it,and als0 u wrote something inside

=]

my card and kek Ying v Yee
(pig mouth)

we go mb and take many picha ohhYee,Jacq,wei, keong

we are happy family forever<3

My Kek..nice..muacksss

thx jia yee and lee yee



around 7pm all goin back le

leave me wei and ying

so we plan go to eat

"mei shi zhong xin"

we called air

watermelon,carrotmilk and orange

hiak hiak

so cold that time

because its raining

h0h0

around 9pm we sent ying back use walk la

hahas

then me and wei went for jusco again

10something,wei mom come jusco and fecth us back

tired tired nia

but i enjoy it today

love and miss you all..

muacksssss

Yitying jie

u mz take good care urself ohh

u din come ytd i als0 got abit sad

bt nvm la

hope we can go out next time

miss euu

muackss

我现在所有的心情感觉和心事都好像不想跟任何人说
不知为什么
我是很想让人家来安慰，可是就是不想告诉他们呀
我真的越来越奇怪了
心事也没跟姐妹说
是没有时间说,还是什么？
我不知道

我知道很多很多人关心我
只是我不好好珍惜他们
每次都让他们失望

妈妈管我管到也不知道要怎样管了
爸爸也拿我没办法

我真的越来越糟糕了
好想毁掉自己
其实被老师踢出来学校

我真的很不开心，虽然我是真的很不想在学校浪费时间
拿了那张纸的一瞬间，我真的很想哭
可是我还是忍了过去
只为了不想让他们看见我再次掉下眼泪
所以我还是开心的忍了过去

不想再让你们担心我那么多

还有一个人
我的事永远不会再和你说，我也不想找你那么多了,请不要再管我，不值得
懂吗？
以告诉你很多次了
放弃我吧
去找一个更好的女生
你会有幸福的


=]

不知该用什么东西来形容我现在的心情

好闷好悲的感觉